random super short one shot, :)
no copying, s'il vous plait
XXX
LET IT FALL
I took a walk out in the snow, and stared at its grace, its magnificence and purity... its cruel beauty. I closed my eyes, as it started to play in my head like a broken music box again. It was deafening.
"I never really liked her in the first place."I fastened my pace.
"I don't even know why I've gone out with her."
This time, I was running, running away and escaping. But from what?
"What was going through my mind?"
That's right. I didn't want to accept it.
"Maybe it was pity, huh? I didn't want to turn her down."I didn't want to believe.
"But I ended up making her believe in a lie instead."
The truth
.
It hurts... doesn't it?
"Seth..."
I whispered
his name in vain, as I finally slowed down and stopped... where I was alone again in the park, where everything just came crashing down on me.
"I'm doing you a favor of ending it once and for all, Seth."
"Goodbye." I went down on my knees and stared at the sky, as the snow continued to fall down softly on my head.
But now I couldn't even tell, which ones were my tears.